Well everything has been well. Class is going good. this css style sheet has me...wow...need to learn a lot more. got the jist of it but still trying to figure out the whole thing. been talking to the ex, it's ok but somethings not right. don't know what it is. we get talking and everything is good then it's like she realizes who she's actually talking to and clams up. can only hope it gets easier with time. I mean her no ill will or harm. just a friendship that can be stronger than any she has ever had. don't think she gets that or is afraid of it. I'm here doing my thing she is there doing hers. it's strange to say the lest but i'm ok.
Ok been at the store almost month now. things are good. this girl keeps coming in and harassing me. well come to find out it's flirting. she likes me but doesn't know me so she busts on me. Cindy that works here knows her. told me that she likes me. i am not ready. i have nothing to give anybody. what i mean is emotional and monetary. would like to ask her out which i might do but will let her know where i am in life and see what she wants to do. really not ready, don't know if i ever will be. never thought i'd be here in my life. just want to crawl into a hole and hide away forever. i fight that everyday, stand tall and smile i tell myself. he has a plan for you. everything will work out in time. patience, so i wait. huggles
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