23 july 2012

ok so it's the end of my bday and a great day it was :) having an awesome thunderstorm right now. what a way to top off my day :) worked this am and then and went to spend time with my daughter. my mary got me a cake (thank you soooo much) and shared it with friends. hung out and had dinner. it was delicious. spaghetti and meatballs :) brooklynn and i hung out and goofed and tweeted. then they did dance3 on the wii. had a fun day. talked to shadow and he's in good spirits but i miss him terribly. the ex called and was excellent and i got to talk to jt. she talked to me some more and was sad. this is the first time in 12 years were not together for bdays and such and yes it hurts. she always liked to make bdays a big deal and i'm glad she did. i miss it too. only hope from here on out we can be better friends and enjoy these things more even tho we are apart. i only wish happiness and great things for all. huggles